Me :)

*I’m bad at telling my story or even writing it lol*

I’ve been through a lot and now I’m just trying to find things to help me get better. I’ve been going through depression, self-harm, eating disorders and a lot of other stuff too. I have had a lot of troubles through my life and I feel like helping others and giving others hope will be able to help me get better too. I’m always here for people if they need me and I can relate easily so, don’t be afraid to talk to me. I can give advice easily.

I’m trying to recover from my self-harm now. I’ve been doing alright in my recovery. But everyone knows that recovery is a bumpy roads and we all have our ups and downs in it. I’m happy to say, compared to a few months ago, I am honestly doing great. I still slip up but I’m doing just fine and working at my own pace <3

Things in my life were okay for the most part, I got bullied and stuff and called names but in grade five or six was when things got real bad. I can’t remember which year exactly it happened, but more or less my best friends betrayed me and called me horrible things which led to me becoming depressed and starting smaller forms of self-harm. My ex-best friends turned everyone in my school against me more or less and I had maybe one friend. Everyone bullied me and called me names. In grade seven and eight things were okay, but I began restricting and starting to starve myself and no one ever noticed. I don’t remember the first time I actually cut, but in grade nine is when things went really bad. I was extremely depressed, cut every day multiple times, was starving myself as well as binging and purging, and that was the first time I attempted suicide. In the span of a year I attempted three, maybe four times. Now, I’m in the tenth grade and I’m trying to recover from self-harm. Through the summer between grade nine and now, I stop starving and purging, but now I have a hard time with binging. I binge everyday, which has made me hate myself more than ever. But, I’m doing as well as I can and I have hope. <3

I play a lot of sports, mainly soccer. I’m into music, photography, reading, writing and I really enjoy making quotes and pictures for my bedroom. I love my bedroom a lot, I have quotes on my walls to remind me everytime I walk in, that I can recover and to have hope. I could say so much more but you know …I can’t think of anything else to say :p

I love to help so if you need it I’M HERE! Anon or not. Even if I know you I still won’t judge you :) Come to me any time!!!